Now is the time I remember my life, instead of trying to remember and then forgetting.

9th September 2010

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Change

Do you feel any different?

Do you act any different?

It’s been a few years since then and i feel no different now.

So many things have changed, but I feel like i have been living in this same situation all my life.

I fear all the people I used to know will be less than a memory. People I knew since i was in Kindergarten I will never see again. Friends I spent countless nights hanging out with I will never talk to. 90% of them won’t even witness this post.

Does this make these portions of my life a complete waste? I can hardly remember the faces, yet alone the details. I needed a camera. I need to document my life or else I will never remember how good I actually had it.

Think back.

Can you remember what you were like five years ago? Do you remember the friends? The people? The thoughts.

My parents always told me time would fly by as I got older. Elders told me I would lose most of my friends after High school. Younger I wanted to be older, older I want to be younger. I’m flying to fast. I want to slow down.